Maybe we should talk more about what we want to?
Hello there, again. Assalamualaikum.
Serotonin is kinda thing helps in mood stabilizing. Out of nowhere, someone who has less this thing tends to depress. Do you really see what is depression/kemurungan?
Through some personal cases, kemurungan itu ialah sesuatu yang di luar kawalan. Tend to have selective memory, bitter relationship, sleep paralysis, nightmares, exhausted, strong empathy etc.
Selective memory is sesuatu more less like dia rasa tidak disayangi. She always remember the bad images, instead of the whole story which is happy thingy. Let be clear, it has some relation with sub cons mind, which stores the memory. The inner side might be demonic, and destructive.
How can an inner side damaged? Well, it is because one who always keep it and keep it inside. They dont wanna talk, or asking for help. The inner gonna fight alone, while dying alone. Instead of making it better, someone keeps it private and not making any fuss without realizing she is gonna live in pathetic mind, pitiful thought. She victimized herself. She vandalized her own inner memory which creates the outer world. She might be so determined build the bridge (future) that absolutely gonna falling down. And when it happened, she is there too hopeless even to die.
All is about, losing control.
They are people who said depression is a fake thing for lonely person. Wreck it out, I am an alive person who going through it. And I am gonna make my home to store all this.
See you in Talk Two!