Hi again. A long week, without writing. I guess I got myself uh full. I struggled, to keep hoping.
So for a good month baby Home, we did well! Hi 5!
For last suicidal thought, I really hoped you all survived.
You know there is kind of mess, we cant fix. But still fix that fixing. There are must people hate you, you feel it. But remember, there is also at least person who stands to see you finally smile and happy. And he/she can be me!
If you wanna hide, just hide. If you wanna cry, go on. But don't run away. It feels good, but never right. I felt it. I knew it well. We are same, in case you think you are different.
It is hard, to hope. It is a feeling, don't wanna feel hurt any cost.
Glad, now I am home. I will just smile, and seeing my parents. Diligently!
If you get it worst, please hold on. There is a person will be that happy to see you survived. Good thing will come after hardship. It is a Great Happiness. Don't rush it with a suicide, God hate it.
He loves you, so stay. Don't take yourself from Him.
He owns you, anyway.