13 September, 2016

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For all the heartache, thanks Anis Suraya. You grew your heart bigger.

I bet there are few people found me here. Just, still alive. Wont get so easy to take my own life, because I am so hard to settle with haha. 

I am so happy to know sweet Arli has back. She is someone to me like really ugh there is someone like me. Pretty Arli, thanks for survived bcuz you made me too. 

Have you watched Uncontrollably Fond? That drama just so amazinggggg and I cried lot watching it! That drama do make sense. First, the ending is not really an ending. It is sad, super sad obviously! But, Shin Joon Young is never die in the hearts if who loving him. 

Second, love changes everything. It did, to me. At first I thought I will never had the thing called love. I mad when people ignored me or put me as second choice or leave me. It is hurtful things to write about but this is the phase where I see love. I dont know if bunch of my guys texted me rindu bcuz of their pakatan bersatu tak mahu anis bersedih hahahaha but I see love. They all have their girls, but they are there for me to throw out almost everything. Bunch of rindu text, I missed one. 

I made mistake, people too. So I should not get mad too much. I will get over it, while rest my heart at the ease. Positivity, grow old with me? 

Anis Suraya, it is okay if tomorrow never comes. You didnt have to live that long. Just, be happy.