Hi everyone! Here we go Talk Five!
This is story about sleep terror. (night terror, nightmares)
Life was hard, and yiha yiha everyone has it hard. But last night got no kidding. I even cried myself hard. I thought I was okay, when the nightmare fades.
Long time ago, when I turned 20. I had my nightmares and sleep talking regularly in straight three months. Then, I chose to distract myself with a guy I texted a lot at midnight (only when I wake up after some episodes). But the nightmares, didnt stop.
It finally stopped, when I came Home. I met my parents, tell them (indirectly) what have gotten into me. The sleep terror happened for two years (almost). And it totally stopped when I leave for Makassar.
However, it did come back. For past two nights, I dreamed again. The same pattern.
So what it is my nightmare pattern? That blew my sanity when I wake up?
Saya pernah bermimpi, there are zombies looking at me. And, I am not kinda watching Zombies film/dramas pun.
Saya selalu mimpi, there are bad guys kejar me. They are all violent. Sometimes they came for me to rompak, kill and also harass me. Wallahi. last night got me menggigil. And I cant remember any details. I only remember, they are planning my death.
I am sorry, if I have disturbed your peace mind. It just, I am alive and I am experiencing things in hard way.
Someone told me, I am on my way to my inner peace.
But, wth is happening here?
God, if one day I cant believe myself anymore, pls dont take me from You.
Take me with You, pls.