14 September, 2016

Happiness

I have looking myself for past few weeks. So I didnt see my Future.

Can I just sleep? Can I just stay in bed? Can I just drink the mineral water? Can I sit here meditate? Can I pray a lot? Can I just keep myself safe and sound? A lot of can I, and I answered by myself. 

There are most of time I feel in danger. People who get me for their benefits. Hahahahaha that will be so unfair to reveal but hey you thanks for coming. Even for free editing or anything, you guys did come and invite some fun inside me. 

Got 4 flat or a first class honest student should not say this but it is not necessary. You will get a job, when it yours. I got rejected almost everywhere I went. So being a girl with beautiful academic profile, with your faith better. 

I was so alone too. None listen, one left. I bet him just wanna prove him right. He said, I will find my own happiness. So he better off, and I should move on. Even he will be the last person I will cling myself, enough is enough. There are nobody gonna stay, for real. And those who did, thanks. I should not hurt you but I couldnt love you back, because I didnt love myself for now. 

Got rejected, was left, feeling unsafe and here I am, survived. And I decided. 

I will write more.